The Pending Peace

Shin Peih taught me this.
When you are angry, countdown from 100, then you will feel better.

Okay, 100,99,98,97,96,95.....

The teacher banged her fists on the table while talking to me, as if I never contributed anything to the Chinese Society.

89,88,87,86,85....

I am the president, yet I am facing difficulties with issues like cooperation within members.

73,72,71,70,69.....

Everyone gave me reasons like they want to study, focus on their studies. As if I do not need to. They are so selfish. I cannot even make them move.

54,53,52....

They are also my friends. Sometimes, I have to take things personally. Because, not everyone in the whole world can understand that I do things with clear division between friends and team members. They get offended easily.

43,42,41,40...

When I scolded them, they get offended. If I do not do so, they get too relaxed. When things are successful, I thank them and everyone shared the victory. If things get undone, I get the blame.

36.35.34....

They did not even think that they can lighten my burden. They were so blinded by the sole aim to excel in studies. but they failed to think about the holistic aspect of the true meaning of education.

29,28,27,26...

When I shouted at them, I do not wish to do so. but I had no choice. But even if I shouted, things will never be different. They will go back to their so called comfortable lifestyle, and the only difference is, they will hate me.

19,18,17...

They talked bad behind me. I know. but I don't care.

13,12,11,10...

I realised that i am surrounded by self centered people. They were brought up that way. I can't change them.

5,4,3...

Just forget about it.

2,1.

Tomorrow will be a better day.


Hoping so.

14 Days of Grace

Time flies(sadly, fast). It's the finale to the amazing 14-day Mid Term Holidays. Suddenly, feel like singing Nelly Furtado's 'All Good Things(Come to an End). Sighs...

Back to the sombre life of waking up at 6am and dragging my torn schoolbag to the bus stop.

Highlights of the Ultimate Things I Have Done During The Holidays


1. Earned money.


And spent them 'wisely'.


Look at the balance of my account. A wonderful RM4.80.

2. Drew a NIE poster.


If I win this, I can win a trip to Hong Kong Disneyland. But with this lousy poster.....probably in my dreams.

3. Tidied up my study.


well, not quite...

4. Downloaded loads of new songs.
But failed to practice my piano.


About to sit for exams leh....sob sob...

5. Learnt how to make dumpling.


In the fridge because nobody wanted to eat. Hey, not to say it tasted bad. We had too much.

6. Painted Gregory the crab and his sidekick, Ben.


7. Watched Indiana Jones and The Kingdom of The Crystal Skull.

Not bad huh. Considered meaningful.

Now where is that calender? I am going to check when is the next holidays.

Past Tenses made Present

Bloody hell. Time flies.
The last time I remebered, it was just the end of SPM, where we uncorked bottles of sparkling juice and celebrated in the school field.

The last time I remembered, we were sitting inside the stuffy school hall, jolting up in shock during History paper when the electricity went off.

We were taking illegal photos in class, nearly got caught by the Head Girl.

We were dozing away during Pn. Charan's Add Maths.

We were overexcited about the idea of getting punished. And the punishment was, standing extra 10 minutes in the quadrangle.

High school life. You'll never get them again.
And most importantly, there are those people called your classmates, who made the memories so worth treasuring, who made the impact so powerful in your heart. They are the people who shared your joy and tears, underwent every single crazy moment, laughed at the stupidest jokes(even you repeated them for a thousand times), got worried at the slightest reasons.......

Trust me, you'll never find another.


That's all of us in 5Sc4.

These are the people who did the wackiest stuff you have no idea what planet are they from.

For instance...umm

Fern loved to stand on her chair and change after PE.
Meili had the fastest rap. Sean Paul easily beaten.
Jhen boasts the best PA system. When she talks, it was LOUD.
Amirah loves TVXQ like nobody's business.
Liq had the wackiest laughter.
Zi Qin like to fight with Mei Li.
Shyen had the best sleeping skills. Sleep but nobody knows.
Lye is always worried about photos which captured her with the wrong smile, wrong hair, wrong shoes...
Kang Zhi had rollerskates attached to her feet.
Twins are the best citizens. Believe me, they listened in class.

Those short years have already been enough to host some of the best memories in my life. Our friendship is genuine. Something like Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants. A bunch of friends who I cannot possibly forget. Eventhough we are heading towards different paths in our lives now, I still believed in them.

U GUYS ROCKS!

Before Night Falls

I am not really into vampires and fantasy stuff, but this is really an exception.


It is kinda teenage(I am 'post' teen)+romance(something not my cup of tea)+fantasy(again, not me). But it is really worth a try.

And it's going on screens on December.


Starring Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson.

I finished the book in 2 days.

Go and give it a try. I am not those people who liked fantasy stuff. I usually read books like The Da Vinci Code, Deception Point, The Last Lecture and stuff like that. Never ever chick flick or whatsoever. But I have really been on a roller coaster ride in this book. The style. Made my eyebrows twitch.

Haha...Try it. You can borrow it from me though.

Just Did It

I just did it!


I bought a pair of Nike in One Utama Nike Women.
And felt damn happy about it.


Hahahaha..The gold and black on the white. Hahaha...

Yoong Ling bought one pair Nike limited edition last holidays. And since that day Yoong Sin, Zi Qin and I had already been searching for our Nike. So this gold and black one really caught my eye. Not bothering about Zi Qin saying that glod and black will be out of fashion soon, I bought it. Yoong Sin was trying to look for a red Nike but unfortunately, saw none.

Oh, by the way, I bought it using my visa debit. It's my first time using my visa to purchase stuff.

Can't wait for the moment of expose on the streets!! I am going to flaunt it! Hahahahahahaha!!

PS: My mum does not have a clue about it. But I am pretty sure if she found out that I spent 200 bucks on a pair of shoe, she is going to scream on my face. Wonder how long does it take to keep this a secret......