Me Likey =)

My MP4 player has a new look!


The front. =D


The back. =D


The details on the earphones.


And it comes in a collection with my phone.

All the handicraft is just using two bottles of nail polish. XD
And let's see what I had done with my pair of skillful hands.




Isn't this nice. It looks like a limited edition of the player. Yay!

PS: Today I am having a major sugar rush like I never had in my life and it was like, phew! Very exciting! XD

I Get Tired

When everyone pretended that life is so perfect.
When people expect, hope and wish.
When people need help and I feel helpless, and useless.
When time flies, and times to stay with them gets lesser and lesser.
When life gets routine, but stress doesn't leave.
When prayer becomes a habit, but my voice went unheard.
When I fail, and I stumble yet nobody realised.
When I pretended to be perfect.
When I am not even close to perfect.
When I began to let emotions rule.
When fake is not just an adjective.
When loneliness seeps in , reality interferes.
When they talk to me, they conceal their intentions.
When they lie and they behave dishonestly.
When they thought I don't know.
When they treat me good out of fear and due to respect.
When I know I don't deserve that kind of attention.
When I know I am only seeing the story so one sided.
When I know I am selfish and naive.
When I hate myself so much I want to suicide.


PS: I am not feeling down or everything and it's just that I am feeling nothing at this point of time. Pure blankness and hollowness. So, stop concerning, cause it pisses me off. I am okay, means I am. =X

The Oscars XD

So I went back to Maxwell for Prize Giving. Already predicted some dudes are definitely going to show up, since they had always been performing well. Namely, Mell, Puili, Chaisan, Apichat, Kian, Wai Hong. Darryl told me he would be going last night via MSN, so kinda expected, anyway, he was good though. I think that they wouldnt have expected me to attend prize giving since I had not been 'labeled' as a top scorer during Form 6, while the others were. So yeah. Still, I am the best in MUET, still, better than nothing.


I like to talk to them, know their current ongoings with life and stuff. Mell is in Public Bank, still, with Puili, which was good if you get friends to work together with you. And Darryl sells insurance. =P Chaisan is teaching and hating it. Wai Hong, as usual, is highly affiliated with shoes, and hence he is working in a shoe shop. Seems like I am the only one who had started studying early. But they are better students than I do, and I am pretty sure they will get an excellent offer in public uni. Unlike me. =X

It's good to get connected with friends, knowing that everyone will have different prospects in the future. Those days in Form 6, the atmosphere was different than now. More relaxed now, talking in casual manner. Not like those days, plain fear-of-offend. LOL. I feel like I get to know them from another angle, which was good. Not to say they were not last time, just comfortable now. =D hugs!


After the awards I went to Times Square despite the fact I hate that place with all my soul. Pei told me about the stock clearance in Parkroyal KL but the queue was incredibly long, which was impossible to queue since they lined for 2 hours to gain entrance. Forget bout it, I went Borders and read till Pei and Min finished their shopping and met for lunch.


Me and lagsana.


Dear and chop.


This is a lousy angle. WTH. haha. byt the way it's Brownies with ice cream. I like. =P

Never mind if I did not buy anything during the sale. But i got myself cosmetics too.


Oh not the entire set. Just a eyeliner, eye shadow, lip gloss, blusher and nail polish. Yay, me love. =D

=P Everything goes well as you promised Lord. I did not stumble while wearing those heels.

Thursday

Thursdays are ever so free. I like =)

No classes, hence the ultimate stuck-at-home mode. Mum screeched about chores and stuff. I studied or rather propped a study scene, books and notes and everything on the table, Hits Ten in a Row blasted full, yet her voice lingered. Awesome frequency. =.= Mum left for work, leaving no lunch. Argh. Me Hungreh. Opened fridge, great, fruits and vege. Not even a single egg. Lunch, maggi with nothing. Thank God for the blessing of food. Very the ironic.

Opened law notes, tried to concentrate on public law since tutorial tomorrow gonna be Q and A session and lecturer follows a name list. Nothing seems going in, head blockage I think. And FYI, public law is boring, personally. So switched to contract assuming that at least it would be more interesting due to lots of reasonings. Ended up, slack mode. Law notes all spread over the table, I was on the floor, doing nails. Home done French manicure. I love. =)

Online and got bored after ten minutes. Listened to If You Seek Amy- Britney Spears multiple times and loved it, crazy addiction applied. Sat on couch tried to read the news, ended up dozed off a little too quickly, woke up with tousled hair and fabric marks on the cheek. Urgh. Bathe and took my own sweet time. I love water. I love my Body Shop Body Gel. I love soap. I love shampoo. I love toothpaste. I love all.

Evening was hot, blazing temp. Neighbour kids made noise. I ignored. Did laundry. Thought about International Book Day. Yeah, today is. Me like. Took out Law of Attraction and read. Stopped at third line. Dinner time. Sis bought me KFC X Meal. Me like fast food. =) Happy.

Zi Qin came visit. Hugs! I love. Talked. Girls stuff, guys stuff, my stuff, her stuff, school stuff, college stuff, work stuff, family stuff, homework stuff, futuristic stuff, etc etc. Mum made fruit juice. Zi Qin don't like. I had double share. Winks! Online after she went back. Talked with Chris buddy and Pei dear. Felt happy. =D

Mum talked about the interview stuff, told me to get ready. Nervous but prepared. God blessed me, is blessing me, and will always bless me. Google Earth-ed the whereabouts of UM. Near section 16, Jalan Lingkungan Ilmu. Got clear directions. Save the trouble of finding help tomorrow.

Talked with a friend online, reminiscing pretty much. But it's okay, cause it's already over. =) Me like life. Me like today. Me want everyday to be like today, just plain bliss. Simple and enough for me to love life, just the way life is, just the way life will be, just the way life will lead.

Devotion will be long though. =D I love God.

Desire

What I want.
All that I ever wanted.
More that I ever wanted.





Above all,
I just




Want.
PS: It's all about what we want, ain't?